So I am taking a friends advice. I deserve love and romance as I am now. My current body type.

And as I lose weight and improve my health, my partner and I can enjoy it more.

So I signed up for a new dating website and a singles group on Facebook. So we will see how it goes.

I am going to make a promise to myself. I am going to open my mind more and try new things. I am going to start trying new foods and other things. I want to better myself.

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I want to talk to him so badly. I miss him so damn much it's almost unbearable.

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I've come to the conclusion no one is going to love me the way I am. No one is going to want or love me as I currently look. I need to change completely.

Better get started.

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